symptoms of madness

I just wanna find someone to have lazy days with on the couch….watching tv. I’d lay my head in his lap and he’d run his fingers through my hair. That’s my idea of perfect.

-sarcasticbitch:

For some unknown reason, I’ve always just attracted the not-so-wonderful guys. It’s like I’ve had some sign on my back that says, “If you are an ass, then I’m for you.” I definitely don’t go looking for it. Trust, I do not go around looking to be hurt, lied to, etc. I’m not stupid. I will, however, admit I don’t run away from it. So now you’re probably thinking it’s just that age-old story of the girl thinking she can be the one to change a guy, but it’s really not. I’m not naive; I know I can’t change anyone. Some other female can be “the one,” the one to make a guy want to stop playing the game and all that good shit. I’m not looking to be that role for anyone. If a guy wants to and is willing to change for himself, that’s cool, but I’m not going to force it on him. That’s his life. However, that’s a completely different topic.

So anyways, what truly is my problem is that I’m stubborn and picky as hell. To make a long story short here’s a little quote that I think covers it, “Hate to sound sleazy, but tease me, I don’t want it if it’s that easy.” I’m aware there are plenty of nice young men out there, but sometimes nice is just too nice. Some guys will spoil a girl and wait on her hand and foot. That’s not what I’m looking for. I like to be challenged, it’s a part of my nature. But hell, if a nice young man is capable of truly and seriously challenging me, then I’m all for it. Let’s get married right now, no joke. (Just kidding, that was a joke.)

I really forgot the point to this. I guess I’m just sharing the fact that I’ve been over this whole douchebag thing before it even began. So if someone could be so kind as to assist me, could you please take the sign off my back now? That would be greatly appreciated. 

Seriously, this whole thing was just me rambling on. Oh well, whatever. Maybe someone else will find a point to this.

I know this is a personal post…but I’m sorry. I just had to repost…for the simple fact that this is something you’ve written but something that could’ve come straight out of my head. So yeah, I get it…for far too long unfortunately

As of right this moment, I’m not “that girl” anymore. Not the one to chase you, not the one to stroke your ego when there’s no one else around to do it, not the replacement, not the backup, not the one for just right now, not the one that puts it all out there just to have it ignored or stepped over (however politely you think you’re doing it). I’m not EVERY OTHER girl to you anymore….you’ve got enough of those. And I’ve never been one to wanna be part of the crowd….

As of right this moment, I’m not “that girl” anymore. Not the one to chase you, not the one to stroke your ego when there’s no one else around to do it, not the replacement, not the backup, not the one for just right now, not the one that puts it all out there just to have it ignored or stepped over (however politely you think you’re doing it). I’m not EVERY OTHER girl to you anymore….you’ve got enough of those. And they can have you…